cancer04's Blog

Today is not a good day.  I think I had better get off here before I hurt someone's  feelings.  I just found out my brother is dying of cancer.  I can't get my head to work right.  I am sorry if I have upset anyone here

Well he has made it through Chemo.  He will see the surgeon next week.  I hope they will do the micro surgery and not have to take out the whole lobe or maybe two.  I'm not sure where the mass is in his lung.  He seemed to be in better spirits last night.  I try my best to keep him upbeat.  I remind him its been over 8 years for me with one lung gone.   Just keep pushing forward.  At least he has friends there with him.

I hate days like today all I want to do is cry.   Why??  I feel alone and can't get out of the mood.  I think I will get off of the monster and try something else.  Maybe some hard work will help.  As no one cares I'll break away.

Happy new year to all.  I hope 2013 is a great year for all.